BEFORE AND AFTER

10 questions I ask myself BEFORE the results are announced:

1. How will the results be?
2. Will i get above 85%? ( the answer to which assure myself i will)
3. Will i be in the top 5? ( the answer to which  i again assure myself i will)
4. What will be parents reaction?
5. How much will my friends get? (important question)
6. Will i get more marks than my best friend?( the answer to which  i assure myself i wont)
7. What will my class teacher say in the parent teachers meeting?
8. What will be the implication of my result?
9. What will i do after they come out?
10. Again will it be good?

10 questions I ask myself AFTER the results are announced:

1. What the fuck?
2. How on earth is this possible?
3. Is this my result?(of which i convince my self it isn't)
4.  What went wrong?
5. What will be my parents reaction?
6. How much did my best friend get?( the answer to which  i know that he got more than me)
7. Again what will be the implication of my result?( the answer to which i know that they will be severe)
8. What will i do now?
9. What will i tell my teachers?
10. Again is this my result?(the answer to which i know is a big YES)

Many more questions pop up in my mind discussing which will take me the whole year and these will be joined by more questions from the next set of examination and this diabolical and addictive cycle goes on forever..